My last blog was a passionate plea to hear from God. He heard me. I have so many things flying around in my head right now from the Lord I am afraid I will lose one or two of them. I really really want to keep them all. I know write them down and all that, but they keep growing and expanding.
- He is telling me that I will be learning about hiddeness like Esther in her year of preparation for the presence of the King
- He is telling me He is calling me to walk a line of balance between the IHOP world and the First Assembly of God world so as to learn from both sides and to be an example to both sides
-He is telling me that there is SO MUCH MORE of Him than what I have been satisfied with in the past.
- He is telling me that He will let me go as deep as I desire to go. I just have to do it.
- He is telling me there is a cost to every gift He gives but it is only the giving away of what steals from me. The costume pearls for the real ones. He is showing me all of the false treasures I have clung to that have kept me from the things I truly desire
- He is telling me the time for change is NOW and will continue over the next year.
- He is telling me to stay in step with Him and not run ahead, to walk at His pace and believe He knows how to get where we are going on time. (this one is a warning and not just for ME but for IHOP)
There is more but I don't have language yet for some of them.
We had Youth Winter Camp this last weekend and wow God showed up. Even as I say that though I am hungrier than I was a moment ago. Yes He showed up in many ways but we did not get ENOUGH!!
I guess ALL of the words that are flying around in my head are pointing me the same way MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE
MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MOREMORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MOREMORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MOREMORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MOREMORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MOREMORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE
MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Whatever the cost - NO I will not see cost only WORTH anything I could give away for any tiniest measure of the knowledge of God is NOTHING......Nothing.....Nothing.....Nothing.....Nothing....
Father Give me the courage to buy Gold from you at the cost of my fools gold.
Amen
4 comments:
I completely agree with being desperate for more. God's also been resting that warning about not getting ahead of Him on my heart and I know it's b/c in my passion and desperation and impatience for His Presence I want to see things happen now instead of being patient for His timing. I think sometimes I get confused about what I'm supposed to pursue b/c there is no timing issue and what I'm not b/c there is a timing issue.
I know what you mean. The sense that I get is to make it about staying in step with Jesus. The picture is Him holding my hand as we walk along and holding me back sternly warning me not to leave his side or I will lose Him all together. Not sure how to do that but there it is!
This is awesome! I am so happy that I came across your blog today. Your hunger for more of God stirred my heart and witnessed with my spirit. This tells me that every time I "get the glory," I can transfer the zeal to others through using the English language! Yeah!
All I can contribute to your blog is that when the presence gets to be "too much" to explain or contain, I just speak in tongues for as long as I have opportunity to do so. The more you pray in the Spirit, the MORE you solidify & stay in your connection with the Holy One; the MORE unspeakable enlightenment you receive, the MORE empowerment you store for holy living, the MORE embraced you are (as speaking in tongues is a physical manifestation of the mutual love you share with Jesus); the MORE of His will is revealed to you, the MORE thorough your current prayer is.....
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